Model Monday...

Woke up at 9am today to help my dad do some online stuff then drove him to work. Then in the afternoon had lunch with BX at my place, then went to NUS to settle my room stuff and get my laptop reformatted. After that drove BX to repair his Samsung burner (which I recommended him to buy). Well, all I can say is the moment the burner got out of the box, it isn't working; good recommendation by me. =p Again went back to NUS to get my laptop back, after which BX rested at my home a while and then I send him to NTU to listen to his internship briefing.

Spend practically the whole afternoon hopping from one spot to another. But in the process, BX and I made plans to go for an expensive international buffet, indian vegetarian food, badminton, suppers at Yishun and shopping for cheap Levis jeans.

"It is easier to find you during exam time then on any other days lor..."

-BX

Well that sort of rang the bell for me. Where am I on the "any other days"? Where I am when my family and friends are looking for me? But, look at today, I am available to spend a whole afternoon with a good friend. Things are changing for the better; a lot better. My Dreams... I have not stop pursuing them, but I feel like slowing things down a little and make way for other wonderful things in my life. There is no need to rush to fulfill my Dreams I guess.

On the way back from NUS, I ask BX how he feels about my life after spending one afternoon in my life. His sleepy expression tells it all I guess. But to be honest, I like my life "sleepy", even though to some people, my life seemed very exciting. Well, watching an action movie in exciting, but going through one, is madness! Trust me. =D

After sending BX to NTU, I went back home to warm up the PS2 a little and soon it was dinner time. Together with my mum, I drove to fetch my dad back from work and we had dinner together. Just the 3 of us now since both my brothers are in NS.

Then after dinner, I spend my night sitting at the balcony by the fish tank and just thinking about today. Soon I fell a sleep...

I woke up at 10.30pm and now I am blogging. What a wonderful day I had today. I did work, spend time with my family, hang out with a good friend, and spent time with myself! Things are balancing out and that is why today is Model Monday. I shall work towards days like this.

Sometimes from Joshua and maybe HY, I saw my own past. Joshua told me a few week back that playing and enjoying is a waste of time. And it sounded really familiar. It sounded so familiar that I thought it was I would said that; and yes, it was indeed I who said those words.

Responsibilities and unfinished work. I used to not be able to sleep on unfinished work and relax myself while not completely fulfilling my responsibilities. Running away when it gets too much is what I am doing now. When I felt that I have ran far enough and is all recharged, I will turn back and face all the challenges again.

"It is alright to run away from problems. As long as you remember to turn back and face it again, when you feel that you have run far enough."

- Huan Jin

This holiday is time for me to pay back all the time I owe people whom I loved. When the next semester starts, at this point in time, I am not sure if I can still achieve this Model Monday. But lets just allow me to try as much as possible to live in Model Monday for now and do whatever I can to repay my debts.

In case if I owe you anything, just SMS me and let me know! =p